(The following text is generally a copy of
a journal I had started writing in January of
1998. The journal fell by the wayside but I
have expanded on it here a bit. The bulk of
these comments were written two years after my
symptoms appeared in 1995 while this page
was started in November of 1998.)
William A. Parrette's
Movement / Tremor
Disorder
January, 1998
I should have started writing
this two years ago -- when
the symptoms first appeared.
However, with a business to
run and a family to feed,
there was always something
"more important" coming up.
There were classes to teach,
clients to find, invoices to
write -- too much to do to
pay attention to those silly
little symptoms. After all,
at 42 years of age, I was in
good enough shape; what could
go wrong?
I have always been a somewhat nervous person.
Ever since I can remember, I have had slight tremors
in both hands. As a young boy, this steered me away
from trying to do fine detail work -- things such
as painting model cars and airplanes or some types
of wood-working. Although other people noticed and
commented on my shaking and I noticed that most other
people didn't shake, I always thought of my tremors
as "the way things are," a part of my life, and just
accepted it.
In December of 1995, a change occurred. I was
discouraged at the lack of full movement that I
have in my right leg. This "lack" is, I believe,
a direct result of my not getting physical therapy
after an automobile accident back in 1975. To try to
regain movement in my leg, I knelt on the floor, legs
together, and sitting on my feet. Then, I started
bending forward, pivoting at the hip. As the pain in
my right leg started increasing, I willed myself to
bend even further. The pain wasn't unbearable but
it hurt a lot. My thought was that if I started
moving my leg in a direction and distance that it
hadn't moved in years, I might be able to regain
more movement -- sort of my own form of personal
physical therapy.
Suddenly, there was a "snap" that occurred high inside
the back of my neck. Now, my neck has "snapped"
before, but those "snaps" have always been close
to the surface, associated with turning my head too
quickly, and usually caused some muscle ache or pain.
This "snap" was different -- it was deeper and higher
inside my neck and had no pain associated with it.
At the time, I remember thinking how unusual it was
-- I almost "heard" it -- but gave it little more
thought. It was shortly after this event that I
noticed a difference. My "normal" shaking was much
more pronounced on my left side. And my right side
was shaking
much
more than normal.
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